Daddy and I have been struggling with our relationship because of stress with other things. I lost my job last week which has caused some stress with money. I have been feeling unappreciated and neglected a lot recently. I felt too guilty to talk to him about it because I know it’s nothing personal, and I don’t want to come off as ungrateful or too needy—especially since he is working more to make up for me not working.
I joined this group one day last week, and it has made a HUGE difference in the way I look at things. I didn’t tell Daddy because I didn’t want him to think it was weird or that I was looking for something else. So 2 nights ago, we were laying in bed just talking about what’s been going on inside of each of our heads. I told him about the group hoping it wouldn’t upset him. The only person in our real life that knows about our relationship is his best friend—who also lives a similar lifestyle—but Daddy hates when I ask his friend for advice on things to do with our relationship since I’m still so new to all of this. He told me that it’s okay, and he kind of likes that I am in the group because he’d rather me go on here then talk to his friend about this stuff.
While we were talking about all of this stuff, I told him I wanted to possibly change some things in our relationship. I finally got the courage to tell him that I want to live this lifestyle 24/7, not just during intimate times. I told him that I wanted a set of rules to follow to give me more structure and that I wanted him to hold me accountable for everything consistently. We made a list of rules, and Daddy started giving me a chore list to take care of everyday while he is at work. He has also told me that I need to start going to the gym again without him having to tell me. I was doing great for awhile, but work got chaotic so I started slacking.
Yesterday was the first day of him working while I was at home with a chore list. I completed the list plus a little more because I had time. Then I laid down to take a nap and rest a bit. When I woke up it was 4 hours later, and I still had not made it to the gym. I text Daddy letting him know I was awake and to see if he knew around what time he’d be home so I could start dinner. He gave me his time frame and asked me how the gym was. I told him I didn’t go because I fell asleep on top of the awful sunburn that I have right now. He told me it irritated him because I told him I wouldn’t let the sunburn stop me from going. So I got up, got dressed, and went to the gym. When I got home, I got dinner started and in the oven just about the time Daddy was getting home. I followed him into the bedroom and he kissed me and told me he was proud of me for going to the gym like I said I would. I started touching him and then he spun me around where my back was pressed against him and told me to keep touching him and he started to touch me as well. He was whispering in my ear how much he loved me and how much of a good girl I am. Then he bent me over the bed and took me. *skip all of those details** then after I went to finish dinner. He came into the kitchen and noticed that I forgot to do something that he has asked me to do multiple times before.. I told him I forgot and that I was sorry. To which he responded “you will be.” 😏
This made my stomach flip like crazy! Because I’ve been trying so hard to get him to understand that I also want punishment spankings not just sexy ones. We ate dinner, I cleaned the kitchen, and then Daddy told me he wanted me to suck him until climax.. I started doing so, and lost my breath a bit and took a small break because of it. After I regained my composure he told me that I better not think I was done, and he wrapped my ponytail around his hand and guided me back to suck him. When he finished, I got up to get a drink of water. When I came back into the bedroom, he was sitting on the edge of the bed and told me to come to him. I sat my glass down on the bedside table and stood before him. This was our conversation:
Daddy: you know that I love you, right?
Me: yes sir. I love you too.
Daddy: there are going to be a lot of changes around here from now on. I don’t like that I had to repeat myself about you sucking me. I shouldn’t have to do that, should I?
Me: no sir.
Daddy: I also don’t like that I had to remind you to go to the gym or that I have told you multiple times to do certain things that you keep forgetting.
*He stood up and kissed me hard, then bent me over the bed*
I’m not going to have to repeat myself anymore, am I?
Me: no sir.
Daddy: *while baring me* put your hands behind your back and spread your legs more. Do not move or this will be worse.
**end of that—I’m sure you know what happens.**
After that was over he held me until I fell asleep, reminding me that I was his good girl and that he loved me so much.
Simply Submissive 